cattterpillarboy

Once upon a time in the not-too-distant future (in distant days longing to sense it all so clear): 2009 In Review: HIGHLIGHTS (in no particular order): o Holly (and the cats) - as always… o Meeting up with figures from my past (my cousin Gwen and my good friend Mel & her husband; close follow-up: Facebook- as much as I resisted joining any more online social networks, it was cool to catch up with other old friends electronically like Nicki who I had not heard from in almost ten years…) o Getting to meet (and hug and get my picture taken with) Chibi (aka- the Second Most Beautiful Woman in the World), the lead singer of the Birt

Once upon a time in the not-too-distant future (in distant days longing to sense it all so clear): I do believe that I successfully killed myself the other day only that I didn't notice except for the fact that I seem to be now and will forever be in hell for all the unforgivable things I did while I was still alive. Have a nice day. Till next time, true believers- I guess I'll always hate tomorrow but not as much as I hate today.

Once upon a time in the not-too-distant future (in distant days longing to sense it all so clear): Points to consider: If I became a teen dad when I graduated from high school, the little bastard would have been twelve by now. And my life would have sucked more than it does now. Plus your life would have sucked more because any spawn of mine is destined to just make anyone's life suck. Why is it that overcast, chilly and/or rainy days are the perfect time to listen to the Cure's Disintegration (other than times when you are hopelessly fighting the devil futility)? I am feeling the monster climb deeper inside of me, feeling it gnaw my hear